Thursday, June 29, 2017

To My Son on his First Birthday

      Happy First Birthday, my beautiful, beautiful son. I know your dad will tell me that we don't use words like "beautiful" to describe you and he'll insist on words like "stud" and "awesome", but beautiful is exactly how I would describe you. From those piercing blues eyes, to your giant smile, and your love for everyone and everything- you have been one of the greatest gifts of my lifetime.


     From the moment I heard your heart beating, I knew you were something really special, but nothing prepared me for just how special you were going to be.  It's amazing how, even in your tiny form, you know exactly how to make us all smile. Like the way you bury your head into my neck the moment I walk in from a long day away.  Or the way you stand at the picture window waving to your dad the entire time he cuts the grass (as we all know your dad takes a loooong time to cut the grass). Or the way you let Hannah tackle you or put bows on your head even though we all know you're strong enough and tough enough to stop her. 

    With your fearless approach to obstacles, your love for people, and your perfectly giant smile- you will make waves, my son. I'm so proud and thankful to be able to live this life with you and for you. My wish for you is that the world is kind. That they appreciate your talents and embrace your quirks.  And that you remain kind in return.  Don't be afraid to put yourself out there or take chances. Your dad and I will always be there for you whether to celebrate your wins or rationalize your losses. 


     Dominic Lex, named after the Patron saint of hopeful mothers and my maternal Grandparents, you are the most wonderful blessing and the greatest answer to our prayers. You are unequivocally, my most favorite little boy.  You and your sister remind me daily of just how magnificent our God is, because of how perfectly made you are. I hope you know just how much you are loved.  Happy Birthday, my sweet boy! We love you a trillion x a trillion.